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[14 Apr 2007|02:18pm]

[23 Nov 2006|03:30pm]
life is really kind of amazing right now.
i try to enjoy everything i do;
find the good in things that may seem like a pain to do at the time;
laugh or smile even when i feel like nothing will go my way.

things like that.

i've made a ton of new friends;
and learned a lot about other people.

i feel really grown up and different this year.
but that's a good thing because next year i'm going to be on my own.

aside from that, happy thanksgiving :]
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hey thanks, thanks for that summer [29 Aug 2006|12:10pm]
this summer was different than all the others
i've grown up a lot, and that's a good thing
tomorrow when we walk in, we'll be seniors
it's going to be an awesome feeling

i'll end this summer with the same thing i ended the last:
'so long sweet summer
i stumbled upon you and gratefully basked in your rays
so long sweet slumber
i fell into you, now you're gracefully falling away'
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[23 Jun 2006|10:36am]
So summer is here and I pretty much feel like this: Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting
I've already accomplished getting sunburn and swimming in the pool.
Juice and I got some gyros the other day and ran over a dead deer. Yessss.
We're both broke but it's almost fun that way.
Ashley's graduation party is tomorrow and I've got her special present.
I have yet to burn the Feely and Convertino binders, but that's coming up soon.
I have a feeling this summer is going to be awesome.
Oh, and we're officially seniors guys :)
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[30 May 2006|04:41pm]
lots has gone down since last time i updated
had some good times and some bad times
can't say life's bad though, that's for damn sure

i'm officially going to greece in april of 2007
i want to go to boston university more than anything
i can't wait for summer--12 school days until finals.
which means 13 more days of feely. GOOD RIDDANCE.

it's rather delightful when it's sunny outside :)
i wish i could travel the world
maybe meet the arctic monkeys, live in london, roam around the uk for a while too. i'd also like to live down south just to see how it is. maybe hang with the arkansas folks. TICO?! yes please.

no mardy bums, thank you.
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[02 Mar 2006|03:35pm]
All I really have to say is that Spain was amazing.
Plain and simple. I made a lot of friends, from both Foran and Arkansas.
There were a lot of firsts on that trip and I don't think I'll ever forget it.
Hopefully we can meet up with the Arkansas kids sometime soon because I miss them.
Maybe if I save up enough money, I'll go to Greece next April. We shall see.
That's pretty much it for now, good day.
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[17 Feb 2006|06:55am]
I'm leaving school early today. We're going from JFK to London and from London to Madrid.
I won't be back til late on the 25th (next Saturday).
Hasta fo' riz kids!
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[01 Feb 2006|04:46pm]
As of today, I am officially a licensed driver of the state of Connecticut.
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[01 Jan 2006|02:12pm]
Well, well, well. 2006. I can't believe '05 is all over. I did so much, changed so much, and generally enjoyed myself more than I have in a longggggg time. I like the way things are going I just need to find out where I belong and I'll be all set.
Thanksgiving and Christmas were real good. I got a guitar so I'm working on that and I'm getting mucho excited for Spain. That's in 47 days and my driving test is in 30 days. Everything is coming up so fast but I don't think I could be happier.
Here's to another great year kids.

[15 Nov 2005|04:43pm]
The past few weeks have been busy beyond belief. I'm after school nearly every day at some kind of club meeting and then I wait until 3pm to get a ride back home. It's somewhat of a hassle but at the same time I know it's doing something good for me and if I'm lucky, it does good for people who need my help too. We got our report cards yesterday and I did pretty well considering everything that's going on. So I got an A- in Lang+Lit. (which is taught like an Honors class even though it's Level 2), I got an A in Child Development (the class I was shoved into due to a lack of credit), an A+ in Chemistry, an A in Spanish, and an A in Pre-Calc. Weighted GPA was something around 3.8 and Unweighted GPA was like 4.3. So then last night was the National Honor Society Induction. It was a nice ceremony with 21 new inductees, and Ms. Barsevich was my sponsor. Congrats to all you kids who got in. Anywho, life has been so crazy lately that it's hard to relax. I think tonight will be the first night in a long, long, time that I can finally do that. CDI is DONE and I got the last available test spot on January 31st. I'm really excited about that.
Well, that's pretty much all I can say after that near month-long hiatus.
Hastaaaaa amigos.
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[21 Oct 2005|04:50pm]
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[27 Sep 2005|05:13pm]
woahhhhhhh well this past week was pretty good. had some volleyball games and friday i came into school to find my locker beautifully decorated. then saturday was my birthday!!! i got my permit and then some kids came over and we had mucho fun. thanks everyone :)
so sunday i went to nyc with my mom, sister, and aunt. it was flipping sweet. we saw a movie being made (it's called 'the devil wears prada' and i saw anne hathaway doing a scene). that was rad. so then we met up with my brother's girlfriend vanessa and had lunch at hard rock. it was AMAZING. we had a plasma screen above our table and there was music memorabilia everywhere. after that we went to madame tussauds and saw all the wax people. haha that was fun. i took SO many pictures so have fun looking at them. and some of them are itty bitty and idk why photobucket decides to be a homo sometimes. anyway here ya go:PICTURESGALORE!Collapse )
sorry to everyone that had to wait 3 and a half hours for all the pictures to load. but now that you waited THAT long, why don't you leave a comment?
that would be swelllllll. thanks!
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[20 Sep 2005|08:19pm]
so basically there's 4 days til my birthday. i'm having some cool kids over from volleyball and such. then new york on sunday. fun times.
yesterday at the volleyball game vs. law val started to play THIS LAND IS YOUR LAND instead of the star spangled banner. i was laughing so hard that i had tears streaming down my face. it was AMAZING.
and then tonight i signed up for the trip to spain. hopefully trex comes with me too. that would be cool.
uhhhh so yeah. that's all for my update. i'll continue to watch gilmore girls and the yankee game.
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[10 Sep 2005|10:15pm]
well school started. obviously. it's been okay i guess...and easy. i've had some fun and especially with volleyball to look forward to for the next two months or so, i'm stoked. i've been missing jen a bit but she's coming home next weekend i believe so that's good :)
as for tonight, trex and i decided to visit the relay for life partayyyyy. it was a lot of fun at first; we saw soooooo many people we knew and/or hadn't seen in a while. i got two glow stick bracelets and i wanted to get three other really cool ones. there were different colors for different cancers. i wanted one for leukemia, lymphoma, and lung cancer---but of course they were at least $5 each and i didn't have that much on me.
later on, the illumination ceremony began. at first i was like 'this is cooooool.' but then i got sad because there was a slide projection of people who survived/died/are currently fighting cancer and a lot of quotes about hope and courage. the part that really got to me was when we walked around the track with all of the bags illuminated with 'in loving memory...' written on them. as we were walking, jen said something like 'yeah i lost somebody' and trex said 'my uncle died' and i said 'i definitely lost three grandparents to cancer...' and jen said something (jokingly) about the way i said it-like i didn't care...and she was right. i do stuff like that (aka sounding like i don't care) because i'm not sure how to deal with it. i hide the way i feel by not being serious-but it really gets to me inside.
after that, i was REALLY sad. i even dropped back from my friends and just stared at the names on the lit up bags. i was getting teary eyed and had to try hard not to start bawling right then. i got mad at myself for not doing relay this year. like, cancer has effected my family so much-to the point where i've considered a career in researching it to find a cure. how could i pass up a thing like this? idk. all i know is that next year i'll be there. i need to be.
tomorrow is 9/11. another sad day. then back to school all over again.
comment if you feel like being nice.
♥ goodnight.
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[30 Aug 2005|03:05pm]
wow. tomorrow is school. i can't believe it's here already. it feels like just the other day that i was studying my ass off for finals and anticipating this time of year. it came and went so fast. it's funny how when you're in school you count down the days until summer and when summer is here you count down the days until school starts up again. it's way too short. although i didn't do anything too crazy, i still had a great time. spending time with the people i love most, friends and family, staying up late, laughing, crying, talking, or just sitting around doing nothing. that's what i love about summer. that's what i'll miss about it too. the fact that i could do nothing all day long and it was okay.
it was all bittersweet though because i've had to say goodbye to some good friends who i've known for the past couple years or even one that i've known all my life. people like alicia, jen, and mary. foran won't be the same without you guys. alicia i've know you as long as i can remember, and as much of a weirdo as you are, i still love you. come back to peachtree lane will ya? and mary, drug and alcohol and lunch will never be as fun lol. i didn't know you that long but you're hilarious and a REALLY nice person.
as for jen wydra....jen wydra....i love you so much it's not even funny. i cannot believe that you're going to be leaving me in a few days. for a really long time. and you won't be up the street at southern or uconn. you'll be in RI. it's strange to think that 2 summers ago i met you playing volleyball. i never would have thought we'd be as good friends as we are today. like i said before, you changed my life in a way no one has. you made me happy. you showed me ways to have fun even by doing nothing. you brought out the ghetto side in EVERYONE and i've never laughed so much with someone as i laughed with you. i know i probably don't make any sense with my rambling on but i feel like i need to tell you all this. you were a great friend to me whenever i needed you. you did so much for me in every way possible. idk what i would have done if i hadn't met you. i honestly couldn't type out all of our good times because i wouldn't be able to stop. you are such a selfless person who loves to make everyone happy, loves to have a good time, and never have i once seen you down. every time i'm with you, i'm laughing. i love it. i can't write enough good things about you here. you are someone special, really. i wish you good luck with everything (as with mary and alicia) and don't forget that i'll always be here--so come back.
i love you.

so, tonight's a school night. not too long from now i will be seeing a lot of you back at foran. it will be nice to hang out with everyone again. but this year will be a lot different...
So long sweet summer
I stumbled upon you and gratefully basked in your rays
So long sweet slumber
I fell into you
Now you're gracefully falling away
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i'm sorry, i had to do this too. [20 Aug 2005|12:43am]
1. Go here.
2. Pass it on.
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[14 Aug 2005|11:02am]
so i haven't updated in almost a month. i can't believe school is in a couple weeks. it sucks because the laying around doing nothing is almost over, but i miss all the people i used to see everyday since i haven't been able to see a lot of people this summer. it HAS been better than last summer though, so that's a plus.
anyhow, last weekend i went up to lake george with my mom, dad, sister, brother-in-law, and niece. yeah my sister's car broke down on the way up (the fuel pump on a 45 thousand dollar car shouldn't suddenly go while doing 75mph in the third lane after only 33,000 miles)...yeahhh...lake george was fun. it's been the same for as long as i can remember but it's always nice going back. then the day after we came back, which was wednesday, my sister and olivia came down. they went home and came back thursday. they stayed thursday night (which is when i saw wedding crashers with courtney--amazing), friday night, and last night, where everyone was sleeping in this one house. it was great getting up this morning and having everyone i love right here.
so i took some pictures of olivia per request by my dad. then i just got crazy with the camera. pictures to view once again...oh and yes, i look like i'm on crack in ALL of them.
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so people, if you want to do something tomorrow...LIKE KRISTA OR SOMETHING BECAUSE YOU LIVE CLOSE...or if anyone wants to hang out and can give me a ride tomorrow that would be great...
bye bye fools.
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[18 Jul 2005|06:36pm]
yeah so i know i don't update a lot. i don't have much to talk about but i figured pictures would be nice.
the past couple weeks i hung out with the fam fam, went to lake compounce, saw lots of fireworks, went out with wydra, spent time with many people from law, tyedyed many items of clothing, and generally just went broke. i had fun doing it though so that's cool.
random pictures from saturday and april vacation follow.
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lol edit: i forgot to post the luau picture. LOOK.
comment. please and thanks :)
hey and if any of you people want to hang out sometime soon, let me know.
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[02 Jul 2005|10:50am]
well, well, well...i went to katie's house last night and had so much fun like usual.
this past week i didn't do much. although i did get some new stuff for my room. it's pretty much really hott now. also last saturday i went to wydra's graduation party. i met some really awesome people :)
i'll leave pictures to detail my room and last night.
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i think i love katie kelly. not sure though. anyway, today is a little picnic with the fam fam and then tomorrow is new york with my padres to go to Belmont. i want to win some money. yessss.
okay much love folks.

edit:List five songs that you are currently digging ... it doesn't matter what genre they are from, whether they have words or even if they're any good but they must be songs you're really enjoying right now. Post these instructions, the artist and the song in your blog along with your five songs. Then tag five other people to see what they're listening to.
1)this broken heart-something corporate
2)bedroom talk-the starting line
3)car underwater-armor for sleep
4)back in black-acdc
5)the sound of settling-death cab for cutie
i tag:
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[21 Jun 2005|01:33pm]
so i'm done with school thank you very much.
this year was fairly easy. i had fun. it went by really fast. but that's okay.
i'm looking forward to summer A LOT. time to relax and hang out with whoever, wherever, whenever.
summer=no limits. i love it.
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hasta ♥
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:) [05 Jun 2005|11:11am]
yesterday my sister, niece, and brother in law came over. it was good times. then at 7 i went to foran for that concert thing. the 1st couple bands we're okay but the rest were !@#$%$@*?!....kinda not good.
needless to say i had fun just because my friends were there. and of course i brought my camera. after the concert, kim brought me, k.kelly, melissa m., adam s., and sean rose all to friendly's. we proceeded to see 34782 people we knew---including ms. clifford and her sister. good times. melissa ordered off the kid's menu and it took matt c. 30 minutes to order what he wanted.
p.s. fitting 6 people into a car just about big enough for 4 isn't the best idea. but sooo funny.
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mucho divertido. summer in....18 days total. but 9 school days til finals. and i don't have a final the last day. so technically school's over for me the 21st. but that's cool.
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last night [29 May 2005|09:58am]
well of course last night was katie kelly's house. it was amazing. i had so much fun playing the piano with melissa, listening to other people play music (ALONG WITH ME PLAYING THE BOTTLE :D), listening to cds, watching dane, watching people play cards, me actually playing cards, me getting out but slapping back in 3 times, and me ultimately losing. katie kelly, partays at your house EVERY weekend :)
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so i left out about 35 pictures that sean took because they were of pipes, doors, cookies, and bottles. don't cry. :)
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[22 May 2005|01:00pm]
[ mood | sick ]

aside from that one time in february, this is the most sick i've ever been in my life.
i think i'm dying.

i hated not being able to play with olivia this morning. she came running up to me smiling and laughing and i couldn't even smile back because of how sick i felt. i feel terrible about that and there's no way for me to change it.

ususally i'm very independent and i can handle not feeling well but right now, i need my mommy. i don't care what anyone else says. but noooo she's not even in this state and can't come back until tonight. what the fuckkkkkkkk

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[06 May 2005|03:57pm]
so school went a little something like this.Collapse )
thanks for looking at them. so comment now. idiots.
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[28 Apr 2005|03:15pm]
yeah derek jeter was pretty much at foran today
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